what a bad mom i'm with zero patince

2 months back i am a very good and caring mother, hansika meeda aravatam assalu almost chesedanini kadu, but india ki vachaka na behaviour ee maripoinadi, almost through out the day papam bujji pillani arusthune vunna, naku malla adi ekkada habit ayi thanu asalu care cheyatame manesthundo ani bhayamu vesthundi...............but naku control vundatam ledu..........reason's emaina ....na thappunu cover chesukotaniki explanations evvanu...........but ela cheyakoodadu.........pillalni mudduga chusukovali .........kotti arichi.........ala kadu kada.........adi enka entha bujji di ..........nenu ala aravakoodadu ane naa ee bad activity ni blog chesthunna........plz friends .who ever reading my blog advice me ..........how to handle my anger.........????????plz.........my body and mind not supporting my resposibilities.............how to get relief from stress and neck shoulder back and leg pains.........naa health or mental problems naa bujji pilla meeda chupinchakoodadu..........SORRY RA BANGARU KONDA............MUMMY REALLY LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH NANNA........